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| 04:29am 27/01/2010 |
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ugh cant sleep so I am shopping for el cheapo cars. All I find are dealerships and non running cars. Anyone know of a car for under 2k? solid running doesnt need to be fancy. |
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| 08:42am 15/12/2009 |
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Insomnia's back n kickin hard lately. Especially now. I tried to sleep around 3a or so, no dice. I have been lying in bed trying to fall asleep since then. This is becoming a nasty pattern. Tonight, I can kind of understand. Lindsay was having some back pain earlier, popped some IB and took a bath. I spoke with her last a bit after but not since. Normally we talk via txt my entire way home from work and maybe a bit after. I am hoping that she just fell asleep hard from exhaustion after this weekend and hasn't been in all kinds of agony this entire time. But back to the lack of sleep...
It's getting harder and harder to sleep more than an hour or two. When I lay down with the girl on the weekends I find myself unable to sleep, as well. Wasn't like that before. I knew I could count on falling asleep peacefully with her. I do sleep better when I am holding her, but it's only for short periods of time. At home, I sleep maybe 30-45 minutes here n there over the course of 5-8 hours. As of now, I am on maybe an hours sleep and have a full night ahead of me. I need to leave here no later than 1 to catch the bus/train in to work. Then when I get there, its 8 hours of critical thinking, patience, and sucking up (yay tech support). This is becoming harder and harder without real sleep.
When I was enlisted I tried Trazadone. Put me in to a coma damn near and the Flight Doc took me off them. Ditto Seroquel in recent years. I can't seem to find a balance. Any sleep aid I have taken leaves me groggy, loopy, and unable to even wake up for like 12-16 hours. That's no way to I’ve, especially when I have so much I work on in little doses daily. That'd leave only time for work and sleep and I can't have that.
While I am sure everyone has suggestions both medical and home remedy, I just don't know what will work as I have tried a crap load of them. From herbs to teas to exercise routines/times...
Consider this more of a rant than a call to help. It frustrates the fuck out of me but just typing this out kiiiiinda helps. Maybe that will be the key to get a nap in bf going in to work in like 4 hours. |
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| 04:07am 25/11/2009 |
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it's damn annoying when I think a cause is worth backing, such as the Wounded Warriors Project, and I can't find any info save for where to make a payment. I don't have a lot of money but I wanna give time and this particular org isn't showing me how. I think I may be best working w the VA in that regard... |
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| 02:35am 05/11/2009 |
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utilized the uber filter again, log in kiddies |
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| 09:35pm 26/10/2009 |
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CONFIRMED
I will be spinning at Rave of the Dead this weekend. Details in a bit... |
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| TONGHT! |
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| 07:28pm 25/10/2009 |
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It's time to seek repentance for your SYNs!
SYN is a bi-weekly event happening on the second and fourth sunday of the month and features resident DJs Neurotique and Forge, as well as local guest DJs and erotic/fetish performance artists.
Throughout the year, SYN will be bringing you local talent and the best in Synthpop, Futurepop and Industrial music. We are always looking to book talented acts and artists, so drop us a line on myspace or blog of choice.
Doors @ 930p
SYN resides @ Incognito Lounge
2424 E. Thomas Rd. Phx AZ
NO COVER! 21+ |
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| 01:07pm 12/10/2009 |
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For those interested,
I will be spinning along with DJ Neurotique at the party at APEX on Friday. For details, contact me privately. |
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| 02:06am 12/10/2009 |
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Just made a filtered entry. Log in if you are on that exclusive pimp daddy rockstar list.
and if you aren't take no offense. I set the filter up a while ago to express things and talk about things w those close to me. |
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| 06:43am 11/10/2009 |
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It's time to seek repentance for your SYNs!
Come join us for some post Fetish Ball relaxin' and show off you new bruises and hand-prints, or to brag about your VIP room after-party! We won't tell!
SYN is a bi-weekly event happening on the second and fourth sunday of the month and features resident DJs Neurotique and Forge, as well as local guest DJs and erotic/fetish performance artists.
Throughout the year, SYN will be bringing you local talent and the best in Synthpop, Futurepop and Industrial music. We are always looking to book talented acts and artists, so drop us a line on myspace or blog of choice.
Doors @ 930p
SYN resides @ Incognito Lounge
2424 E. Thomas Rd. Phx AZ
NO COVER! 21+ |
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| 11:31am 28/09/2009 |
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This was a GREAT weekend. Highlights include Lindsay hosting my birthday party at her place, with a few friends coming over for some BOMB enchiladas, Nicole's apple cider, other drinks, and hot tubbin'. Thanks again Lindsay for makin it happen =D
Sat was nice and chill, making a couple store runs. Last night was SYN and the turn out was too shabby, for us reinventing the night on a Sunday... about 20ish thru midnight?. Music was good n all. I hope we can get those who came out back and add to those numbers.
Now... to pretend I'm actually working. shhhh.... |
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| 09:03am 25/09/2009 |
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DING!! |
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| 11:59am 23/09/2009 |
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I haven't posted a real update in a while...
Things have been busy. Work, DJing (at home and live), trying to get some work done on this new album, pounding out these crap classes for school (which I am ending after this term and returning to Gateway I think), and trying to get little bouts of social interaction where I can. Like this weekend, was amazing.
Friday went over to Lindsay's place before heading over to visit Nicole (a WoW guildie). Had some nuuuummy home made pizza and caught up on True Blood some. Saturday was spent chillin until time came to Watch UFC 103 with Jay at Bogeys. Good fights overall, but I was disappointed with some of the results. Then BACK to Nicole's for drinks n True Blood. Sunday, chillaaaaxxxx. Didn't do one truly productive thing. Was kind of nice.
Work on the new album has been grinding, slow, and almost unproductive. I can spend hours arranging, playing, and pounding but the end result is craptastic. I have hit a major block ever since Robby left us and I can't seem to fucking shake it.
Sunday begins the first official SYN night. Format change music wise, so here's hoping I can still have fun with the lighter side of things. I know I had a blast with an all perky synthpop set when I spun at Homme years back, for Shell and Xian. We also are going to be trying to secure some more live stuff there, but we haven't laid out our new plan of attack. Meeting with Cameron tonight, along with Jeff (DJ Tsunami) and we'll figure something out.
...ok I'm going to pretend I'm working some more. There's your Forge update. |
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| 07:07pm 13/09/2009 |
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It's that time again... time to get WICKED!
We have to announce that this will be the final Wicked Sunday. But fear not, for Wicked is now SYN!
SYN is a bi-weekly event happening on the second and fourth sunday of the month and features resident DJs Neurotique and Forge, as well as local guest DJs and erotic/fetish performance artists.
Throughout the year, SYN will be bringing you local talent and the best in Synthpop, Futurepop and Industrial music. We are always looking to book talented acts and artist, so drop us a line on myspace or blog of choice.
@ Incognito Lounge
2424 E Thomas Rd, Phoenix
21+, NO COVER!!
Thanks and look forward to seeing you out! |
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| 07:31pm 30/08/2009 |
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Ok everyone... It's time to come out for someone we love. For those who haven't heard, we just lost Robby Adelfson who was a near and dear friend to many of us, and loved inside and outside of our scene. Tonight at Bar Smith (130 E Washington St, Phoenix) there will be a memorial event. We are kicking off at 9p and going as late as they'll let us. $5 cover, with all the money going to help the family in their time of need... Spread the word and let's make this happen. |
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| 01:42pm 28/08/2009 |
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if anyone needs a lift to the service let me know. txt me at 623 252 9149 |
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| 07:26pm 27/08/2009 |
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To all my friends, present past and beyond
Especially those who weren't with us too long
Life is the most precious thing you can lose
While you were here the fun was never ending
Laugh a minute was only beginning
Robby Adelfson this one's for you
Ever get the feeling you can't go on
Just remember whose side it is that you're on
You've got friends with you till the end
If you're ever in a tough situation
We'll be there with no hesitation
Brotherhood's our rule we cannot bend
When you're feeling too close to the bottom
You know who it is you can count on
Someone will pick you up again
We can conquer anything together
All of us are bonded forever
If you die I die that's the way it is
To all my friends, present past and beyond
To all those who weren't with us too long
Life is the most precious thing you can lose
While you were here the fun was never ending
Laugh a minute was only the beginning
Robby, my brother, this one's for you |
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| 07:20pm 26/08/2009 |
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From Robby's facebook
"Services celebrating the life my son, Robby Adelfson, will be held on Friday, August 28th at 4pm at the Mesa Baptist Church, 2425 S. Alma School Rd., Mesa, AZ 85210. We would be honored by your presence but request you dress casually as we all know Robby wasn't a neck-tie kind of guy." |
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| 01:17am 26/08/2009 |
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Ok everyone... It's time to come out for someone we love. For those who haven't heard, we just lost Robby Adelfson who was a near and dear friend to many of us, and loved inside and outside of our scene. This Sunday at Bar Smith (130 E Washington St, Phoenix) there will be a memorial event. We are kicking off at 9p and going as late as they'll let us. $5 cover, with all the money going to help the family in their time of need... Spread the word and let's make this happen. |
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| 08:26pm 25/08/2009 |
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I still can't believe he's gone. I found out my friend Robby passed away yesterday. It was a total shock to everyone of us. No one saw it coming, everything was beginning to look up for him. I was making it through the day... then the time came to leave the office and head home and I caught the air. Someone was smoking a clove. I was barely able to keep it together on the way home... |
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